The 'Psychic' was WRONG!

I didn't post an update because one... I don't think anyone is listening/watching/reading too much. And having that woman be wrong in her prediction was quite heartbreaking for both DH and I. It's sad when you hope for something so bad, you can see it, taste it, feel it. You're so convinced it'll happen this month only to be disappointed yet again. It brought back too many memories of all our failed attempts at conceiving. It was like a punch in the face and in the gut at the same time. Timing, schmiming.

We've decided to take this next cycle off and go on with our lives. A month to focus on each other and to grab the reigns on eating right and getting into shape. Round is a shape. :P

I've spoken to the other women in my Pagan community about doing a ritual cleansing at Harvest Gathering in September. (Our Pagan retreat. 100+ people. AWESOME!) They seem to be excited and I'm currently writing a ritual for that. It's not a fertile month but hey... women get pregnant in the fall. Why not me? :)

HG has been known to knock women up. Two got pregnant the same year and I happen to be ovulating that week. So maybe this is what my lil bean was waiting for. To be surrounded by many positive women who have only positive energy to give to another in need and want.

I love my other family.