Appointment with RE on Monday

So.. On Monday October 20th 2008, I have my first appointment with a RE/Reproductive Endocrinologist

So far I have one blocked tube, a Vitamin D deficiency which I think it’s either 100% solved or close to because since they told me the results way back when I’ve been popping Vitamin D daily. I think perhaps with us stopping the insanity of TTC and taking my Vitamin D it helped a great deal. Loads of CM and all the little extras that I haven’t noticed before.

So what will the RE tell me that I don’t already know? Will he tell me that perhaps I do need to drop 10 or 20% of my body weight? Not only would it be good for the baby, but for myself as well? I’m down only 6 ½ lbs since September, not good enough in my opinion. What will be said.. Monday can’t come soon enough.

All I know is that IVF is not in our near future. Insurance covers it 100% as far as I can see, but I would like to give other options a chance before IVF. If I’m told IVF is our only chance, I see it not happening for another 6 months to a year at least. And that is unfortunate.

What am I missing.. Oh yea. We decided to seize an opportunity to TTC again in September/October but failed yet again. I had 2 +OPK’s and we baby danced like bunnies with no baby in sight. What the hell is happening inside me??!!!