I upped my dosage last night.. Let's just say it was NOT pretty and my system is NOT liking it. But what can I do.. I'm dealing with it.. I don't vent about it unless someone asks me "Dee, why do you look so pale?"
That's what my co worker/friend just told me. She asked me how I was doing, since the other 3 admins know what's happening with me. She noticed I was paler than normal and told me that my face has gotten a lot thinner.
I've lost just over 3lbs since starting.. Not bad if I do say so myself. I wished I lost more considering how I've been feeling since this all began.
When I smell food, I'm nauscious. When I eat, I'm nauscious.. and seriously regret everything and want to curl up and DIE! When I don't eat I'm nauscious therefore tend to force myself to eat so I don't get TOO weak.. You'd think I was pregnant right?! Geeze Louise!!
So. DH isn't helping much. I've avoided soda but cheated some this weekend.. Burger at McDonalds.. Then Fries with my burger at Tigins.. So I started over. I told DH to go F himself and his McDonalds breakfast this morning. I'm determined to stick to a plan with or without him!
So.. It begins again!
Today I had:
Bfast: 2 eggs, some cheese.. No veggies. :P
Lunch: I had a salad with some cheese, black beans, chickpeas, romaine lettuce, broccoli and a little bit of ranch.
Dinner: I'm making porkchops, veggies and a small salad for each of us.
Monday, November 17, 2008
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